I am Thankful and Grateful : Day 15
Muchness is a great thing to have and something I am thankful for.
I have been told in the last couple of years that I have lost my muchness. Really I was told that I lost my bitch. I use to be a strong willed, spout off at the mouth when something pissed me off kinda girl. Something that I always prided myself in. I wasn't rude but I would speak my mind and at times I didn't have a filter between my mouth and my brain. I didn't sugar coat anything and I didn't lie to you if you asked me "does this make me look fat" Or "do I look good in this" If I didn't think so I would say so. Everyone (well close friends) liked this about me. I liked it about me. When people would say I was a bitch my reply was always "thank you thats the nicest thing anyone has said to me all day". To say that the quote "You say I'm a bitch like its a bad thing" was my catch phrase is an understatement.
But I don't know if it was adding more to my family or that I got married and had to learn to curb myself, but I changed. I lost my muchness. How could I do such a thing. Well I slowly have started to get it back. I can't loose such a thing. It makes me who I am. So I am thankful for my muchness and my journey to get it back into my life. Trust in this friends...the old me is coming back and she is ready to play.
I have been told in the last couple of years that I have lost my muchness. Really I was told that I lost my bitch. I use to be a strong willed, spout off at the mouth when something pissed me off kinda girl. Something that I always prided myself in. I wasn't rude but I would speak my mind and at times I didn't have a filter between my mouth and my brain. I didn't sugar coat anything and I didn't lie to you if you asked me "does this make me look fat" Or "do I look good in this" If I didn't think so I would say so. Everyone (well close friends) liked this about me. I liked it about me. When people would say I was a bitch my reply was always "thank you thats the nicest thing anyone has said to me all day". To say that the quote "You say I'm a bitch like its a bad thing" was my catch phrase is an understatement.
But I don't know if it was adding more to my family or that I got married and had to learn to curb myself, but I changed. I lost my muchness. How could I do such a thing. Well I slowly have started to get it back. I can't loose such a thing. It makes me who I am. So I am thankful for my muchness and my journey to get it back into my life. Trust in this friends...the old me is coming back and she is ready to play.
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